Stark ?

Quietness in dark
not looking to see,
really space to park
wanders in dark sea.
No light no spark
no beats from a hurt
travails at still dark
still light head not alert.

Death is familiar edge
although few knew,
emotionless an empty ledge 
time turns a-skew.
Each day told the pledge
His strength he drew,
morphs a blooming hedge. 
A mustard seed, grew

that empty heart,
was not all that dim.
Reality once a depart
drew you back from rim.
We'll permanently be apart.
In dark in light not in dirt,
the few who truly knew,
your mind always pert.